long things and short things in one stream. the short ones are here in full; the long ones you click.
your mind is a magnet.
your thoughts and beliefs will push and pull the people around you.
nobody warns you about the push.
people are drugs. our energy is contagious.
if people wanna be with you, it’s because they wanna catch your energy.
and if they seem to avoid you like the plague, then that’s because…
11 years ago in the spring-fall of 2015,
as the Weeknd released his Beauty Behind the Madness,
i released my Madness Behind the Beauty.
don’t try to find someone with the perfect face nor the perfect body. we’re all walking gods and goddesses.
i create and share things for people who are at rock bottom because i know what it feels like to be there, and i want to help people get out and stay out of it.
i may not have a master’s degree, but i can transmit what they say on the net for free
i’m so sensitive to time lost because i’ve wasted so much of my life, lost.
if you play the comparison game then you will always be a loser.
comparison to others same age.
comparison to what i could’ve been.
what does it mean to love?
what does it mean to love someone?
i believe that to love someone means to life them.
to act in a way that makes them feel more alive.
or at least, to act in a way that doesn’t take away from their life.
zhuangzi:
words exist because of meaning. once you’ve gotten the meaning,
you can forget the words.
if you get caught up and wrapped up in words, then you might end up
living a life without meaning.
corollary:
content exists because of meaning. once you’ve gotten the meaning,
you can throw away the content.
data exists because of…
…
reminder: i was born as an accident. i am not entitled to anything. i have been granted the opportunity to make promises and to serve. it is imperative that i serve and fulfill my promises.
get the motherfucking snakes off of my motherfucking head.
i’m a recovering manchild.
i’m your favourite failed asian unc.
everyone is a universe.
everyone is a star.
a planet. a set of planets.
an ecosystem.
don’t just git commit.
commit things to your own memory.
if we’re all serving göd, then we are all working in the service industry.
playwright is a cool name for a dev tool.
i would like to call myself a playwright dev.
ps. pokemon is real. puppeteer evolved into playwright.
you’re not happy because you don’t know how to be happy
don’t call me woke.
i don’t aim to be woke.
woke is table stakes.
if anything i aim to be yoke.
only someone who’s in a dark place would want you to be in a dark place too
i’m a pretty mid engineer.
grateful for the interesting adventure of a life.
blessed to experience anything at all.
ashamed to be messing it up at all.
i spent so much time looking outside.
that i didn’t spend enough time looking inside.
i need to reach escape velocity out of the depths of my mind
it’s 2026. time to believe in all the religions.
if i can draw buddha and jesus, then i don’t need to try to draw god.
complaining is a hell of a drug.
we don’t need discipline. we need to feel safe within ourselves.
not disgusted. not disregarded. not disregulated. we need to be regulated. not disrespected. be respected.
respect yourself.
we are walking sacks of vibes on top of a giant magnificent rock with a fire core launching through space around a colossal star… we may as well be levitating.
make the best of your space time continuum.
a holy man is a hype man. the buddha was a hype man. jesus was a hype man.
i shall follow them and also be a hype man.
returning to your question last night about happiness, namely, why am i happy, or why am i so happy?
read on →just because you got fucked doesn’t mean you are fucked.